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Life Lesson - The Cutoff Game

Namaste, Y'all, A major top five life lesson that has resonated with me over the past couple of years is the importance of setting healthy boundaries, even if they appear harsh to others. Losing your sovereignty within the ever-shifting energetic flow of any type of partnership is a red flag. And being an uber sensitive empath made me the target of abusive sources that were solely out to coopt my personal power and right to exercising my free will. Unfortunately, I discovered this factor late in life, but I have no regrets because I can be of service to those who are also experiencing this (that's why there are no mistakes) and provide my personal healing journey detail to help them heal and correct themselves. So being compassionate about your situation and setting the intention to course correct yourself is paramount. After all is said and done, haven't you suffered enough? Taking your power back involves being proactive in your focus and following your intuition. I learn...
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When Their Mask Falls Off

Namaste, Y'all, One of the major life lessons for me, and I'm certain, for you, is finding out the true person behind the projected persona. You know, you have a repore with someone or a group, thinking and feeling that the relationship is mutually satisfying and offers some securities, but when in fact the opposite is true. Time will reveal all is a fact ( the story “No Longer Human” by Osuma Dazai is a classic example) . People can only play a role for so long because they'll eventually run out of the energy necessary to maintain it. This is when the mask of their illusions began to crack and fall away, showing you the truth of who they really are and exactly what you are to them—a desired and destorted reflection. It's heartbreaking to see that authenticity is rare and difficult to find, yet it's frowned upon. They try on personalities like clothing and then wonder why they fail to hold onto long, meaningful partnerships. Kurt Cobain said, “Wanting to be someone...
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Life is Beautifully Unpredictable

  Namaste, Y'all,  Are some of you experiencing the time lasps that have been in play the past couple of weeks? You know, where you get the days and times mixed up to the point that you're showing up to a doctor's appointment a week early or suddenly dozing off after only being awake for barely two hours? Or this one, reading a message entirely wrong and the sender reacting to your response with a side emoji? I'm telling you this has been rampant throughout the aethers, causing our collective consciousness to glitch and tweek out like there's no tomorrow. It's one of the infinite cosmic jokes permeating humanity right now. Depeche Mode's song, Blasphemous Rumors, comes to mind in this context. We're going about our daily routines and end up with a serious wrench in the cog of our wheels, upending our movements. And all we can do is look at it and laugh. How many times have you reached a point in your affairs where everything goes left and all you can do ...
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Libra Full Moon Vibes - Balancing Our Karma

  Namaste, Y'all, Tonight we have the astrological event of the Full Moon in Libra, bringing up the balancing of hidden karmic lessons rooted in our subconscious that must be dealt with or risk receiving the fallout. This is a prime time to review areas in our lives that leave us feeling thirsty and salty through our toxic actions. Case in point: reliving abusive relationships regardless of what you do or where you go, you keep attracting someone who replays scenarios that end up causing you the same pains and heartache. Until you get to the root issue, this type of interaction will continue. Sometimes it's not found in our childhood environment but in our past life experiences, which can be located in our astrology birth charts called  chiron.  This placement provides insights into our unhealed wounds we carry from lifetime to lifetime, unchecked and refusing to address. We gain a great deal of information regarding our social life, intimate unions, and family circle. Th...
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Mercury Retrogrades: Gifts of Hindsights

Namaste, Y'all, I've been getting a lot of synchronicity's and shared symbols from many sources during this first Mercury Retrograde of 2026. It certainly is one for the records in many ways and means. The amount of psychic downloads, visual dreams, flashbacks of past loves, and situations long forgotten came through like a freight train this time around. Personally, my mind was blown away by things and people that I haven't thought about for years. It's during these times that I get a bit pissed at this phenomenon not being available during school tests. I mean, there were some recalls that took place that felt as if I had relieved them again, fresh and papable, but with a new perspective. Some emotionally charged events didn't have the weight of viceral pressure like it did when they took place. Life breaking up with an ex, facing the possibility of being fired for a foolish act in the workplace… life hits differently now. What seemed as if doom and gloom or a...
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Healing Ain't Easy, But It Can Be Done

 Namaste, Y'all, In the past couple of weeks, I've noticed how much more centered and grounded I am compared to when I relocated back to the west coast. My healing journey has been challenging at times, but also surprisingly deeper than I thought. Working with my therapist has helped me to lean into some deeply rooted toxic emotions that I had no idea were ruling my life. Being able to face them, learn about their origins, and then root them out of my unconscious has served me well. This has led me to review my relationships with a fresh perception, and the reveal has been lackluster, to say the least. It became painfully obvious that I was truly dissatisfied with most of the so-called friendships in my life, both past and present. Coming from a disfunctional and broken family environment steeped in strict religion didn't help matters, and being the oldest male, I was handed the responsibility as co-parent, which really made me socially awkward. I was raising my siblings an...
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Healing Journey & Life Lessons via Mercury Retrogrades

Namaste, Y'all, As we round out this first of four Mercury Retrogrades of 2026, I'm reminded of the past several years and the changes that have taken place in my life, changes that I never imagined would manifest, but here they are. Life is lifen' and change is life, so there's no use in crying over spilled milk, right? Some of you may be in a similar state of pause and reflection in your life journey to date. What are some hot topics that no longer bring you interest? Who is left standing alongside you after experiencing traumatic situations or major growth? Have you been pursuing quests that you now find lackluster and meaningless? I  know on a personal level that my focus and passions have shifted drastically, causing me to question the things I was so hell bent on achieving. Now I see myself (with a humorous grin across my lips) in the ways and means that got me caught up in pursuing fluff. Having compassion for myself has been invaluable in my healing journey. The...
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We're Here, Let's Get To Work

Namaste, Y'all, And what a week it's been since my last post! The US is in another war, and the Republican Party is in high implosion mode as they scurry to avoid and deflect from key issues—which shall remain nameless—and the rest of the globe is reeling from their toxic rule. And then we have yesterday's powerful cosmic lineup with a double Virgo whammy of a lunar eclipse and full moon (blood moon) ushering in a fresh amount of profound shifts and changes for the masses coming down the pike. It feels official to say that we are in the Age of Aquarius, folks. If we take a look back at the 1960s and the immense social, civil, and global consciousness changes the decade produced, it seems like not only a precursor of the future (our present) but also pales in comparison. I'm hearing many people speaking about how baffled they are with the state of the world's affairs and have no feeling of relief or structure to cling to. All certainties and securities are proven to ...
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What Will It Take?

Namaste, Y'all, And welcome to our very first Mercury Retrograde of 2026, which promises to be one for the records. Why? With our current planetary alignment since the solar eclipse and the new moon in Pisces on the 17th, and Saturn shifting from Pisces into Aries, there's no way our collective perceptions on life will ever be the same. People are leaving, moving, divorcing, quitting, and dying en masse, causing us to question our beliefs, motives, allegiances, and our individualism regarding our humanity. Who are we exactly? Why do we do the things that we do? And how did we get here, and where are we going to next? As I've been (and countless others) harping about the end of the world as we've come to know it coming, well, it's here, children, and you'd better get used to it because shift and shit is about to hit the fan. The Age of Aquarius is right in our back, front, and side yards, glaring us in the face to take action. If you're looking for signs and ...
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Take Time, Change Doesn't Have To Be Painful

Namaste, y'all, Transformation and healing are tough acts to move through, but when successfully completed, they are well worth it, for the results far exceed the struggles you must endure to get to the other side. However, few people will do the arduous work to get there. I know in my life, there were many times  I surrendered to my ego and dropped the healing process. Instead I chose  to numb my pain with drugs, booze, sex, and investing in anything that took the focus off me taking responsibility for my growth. Of course this is delusional behavior because reality would swing back around with the same issue demanding my attention. That's why I do believe the adage that the things we refuse to heal will continue to reveal themselves. How many of us will remain stuck on stupid instead of facing the truth of our ignorant perception of life? And why do we beat ourselves up after we've conquered a difficult situation? I think it's the realization about our need to be righ...
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